Saturday, August 25, 2007

today so suay lor...
early morning whole house left me only person...
last nite ate too much stomache...
stupid ivan early in da morning 11 am called me...
3 TIMES GOD DAMIT LA...
just to tell me something i will feel sad...
kaox la...
stupid yong liang still wan to add salt on my wound...
maybe i am immune to wad they say le ba...
or i shd say i already had imagined those scenes...
more than 1000 of times b4?
i am already used to imaging stuff which i dun wish to...
or ever happened...
played bball at punggol cc this afternoon and sprained my left leg..
last time right leg surgery..
now left leg also wan do once ?
went to hougang mall, kovan and even compass...
just to buy some stupid stuff...
still hoping might be able to accidently see her..
lame rite?
maybe i am used to travel alone too much...
tat i dun feel anything anymore...

in the rain i can always see ur face...
i can see the sadness...
some sadness shd be kept forever..
nv to be appeared again..
i am seeing ghost?
only emo pple will see ghost ba??xD
COME MY BLOG AND SEE BE EMO!!
-.-
everybody be happy lols~
i am lala fish~

collected 180 emo songs.. still processing xD!!


wo lei le...
wo zhen de lei le...
jiu xiang campus superstar yi yang...
jue ju zhao yi zhu ding le...
ru guo ai qing shi yi chang zhan zheng...
wo bai le..
bai de yi bai tu di...
wo ren shu le...
bei zi ji suo ai de ren tao yan...
zeng hen...
xiang shuo you bu neng shuo...
xiang jian you bu gan jian de gan shou...
suo yong de shi qing liu zai xin li...
shi duo me de tong ku...
ai qing de li liang...
zhi you liang ge ren..
cai neng fa hui chu lai...
zhi you wo yi ge ren..
shen me ye mei you...
beu
wo yi zhi zai qi pian zi ji...
pian zi ji ni hai ai wo..
jiu suan quan shi jie dou shuo wo sha...
wo hai shi zhi xiang xin zi ji...
xian zai wo zhong yu xiang xin le...
bu guan wo duo me nv li...
bu guan wo deng duo jiu...
ni hai shi bu hui hui lai de...
yin wei ai qing xu yao liang ge ren..
jin tian jiu suan shi wo men de ji lian ri ba...
rang wo ku zui hou yi ci...
jue ju zao yi ding hao le...
wo bu neng gai bian xie shen me...
mei ci ting dao ni de xiao xi...
wo de xin jiu kai shi diao yan lei...
bu guan shi hao de xiao xi huo huai de...
wo de xin li zhi you shang xin...
ni de kuai le he shang bei...
wo dou mei you quan li qu zai hu...
ni ma de dui...
shi wo yi zhi can zhe ni bu fang...
rang ni zhe me wei nan...
rang ni tao yan wo...
ni suo xu yao de ying gai shi ping jing ba...
wo shen me dou bu neng gei ni...
chu le zhe ge wo hai neng zuo dao...
zhi yao yi ting dao ni de xiao xi...
wo zheng tian de xing qing jiu hui diao dao gu di...
yin wei hui yi jiu cong na yi fen zhong kai shi fu xian...
wo ning yuan huo zai wo de huan xiang zhi zhong...
zhi shao na shi de ni hai zai wo shen bian...
xian shi tai can ku le...
wo ye ren le...
ai qing xu yao liang ge ren...
xi wang ni neng kai xin kuai le...

ru guo jiang lai hai shi shang xin...
wo ning yuan huo zai hui yi li...
zhi shao hui yi li de wo...
yong yuan na me kai xin...
zai jian le 61 tian de shang xin ri zi...
xi wang jue ju hui shi mei hao de...
hai neng hui dao gu qu ma?
never will hate u.....

bu guan zen yang...
wo zui ai de hai shi ni..
xian zai shi...
jiang lai ye shi...

18 09 06 11 08 54
will always be remembered...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Lost friends can be found again...
can losted love be found again?
lose one more friend...
its still da same to me...
i been lonely and i shd continued to be lonely...
its my fate...
i owed u too much...
2 months le...
i dunno why i bother to rmb ...
now i'm returning everything bak to u...
all ur friends one by one...
and i guess i got a clearer view of the reasons...
the reasons of break up...
i always tot tat u will come bak someday...
but it seems tat u will nv come bak to me...
if u were to come bak to me...
u would have msg me long ago...
i wouldnt mind to forget abt the past...
but i guess its really coming to an end...
if love is still between us...
we wont lose each other again...
maybe i am the one who is thinking too much..
maybe u had changed ur heart...
maybe those words r not for me...
but someone else..
stupid fish is always stupid...
looking into the sky for a little bit of hope...
friendship bye bye...


Went to mediacorp today...
was kinda happy cos can get cca point for tat...
starting my school is losing like fhk...
den at last min catch up and become 2nd...
nan chiau so poor thing only 2 sec 2 and 1 sec 1 gal...
sat behind them and talked to them...
even to their female teacher kaka...
after tat went dinner at clark quay...
yeo mei actually were in one of them..
know lots of new friends and pple...
but my heart is still so dam empty...
i cant smile at all...
eventhough all of them are cheering me up...
its all of u in my mind...
controlling my brain everywhere i go...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

tian ah!!!
i begged of u...
leave me alone...
dun pester me anymore...
i dun like u ...
and will never like u...
lets just be normal friends...
v normal normal de friends...
i wan peace...
i dun need ur love...
someone pls teach me how to get rid of a girl...
who pester u daily...
u came at the wrong time...
and wrong person la...


i cant feel anything anymore...
i cant feel love anymore...
everything is like dead to me...
old memories keeps coming back...
haix...
maybe cos nowadays times are bad...
maybe when times are good...
luckygod will come back to me?

zai dui de shi hou yu shang dui de ren..
zai dui de shi hou chan sheng gan qing...
zhe jiu shi ai qing...

i miss u...
ni ye xiang wo ma?
wo ai ni..
deng ni yi wan nian...


Wah gaga..
v long bo blog liao...
today just had my prelim higher chi...
so dam sian 1 la..
havent start see 2 li jie wen da...
i wanted to sleep liao lor...
must slap myself to continue writing...
den funny things happened after the exam...
a guy who i dunno actually knows me...
and asked me a lot of questions..
and i was dumb enough to reply...
chatted with hai rui today..
v long no talk liao...
kinda happy...

losing a friend like him...
i wont be sad at all..
4 years all gone...
even if u wan lead a peaceful life..
pple will force u to get violent..
maybe violent do helps sometimes..
going learn boxing xD

nowadays v stressful sia...
so many homeworks to choing le...
den suddenly pop out 1 girl say i cute...
always wan to come see me...
somemore live so near to me...
alamak i dun even dare go downstairs at nite ...
to play bball anymore le la...
now i know how it feels...
when a person u dun like keep on pestering u...
the feeling sucks and my sms bao like mad...
going to mediacorp tml to support and see artists if can find la...
den going to riverside indonesian resturant to eat...
cos ivan and yl wan me go there...
haix nth to do nowadays...
finished 50 pages of textbook today...
man it sucks i am a slow reader...
haix so dead sia...
saving $$ to change phone again wee~
going out on sunday again with my mum~
new clothes again...
so shoik...
but my wai gong is dying...
hope he will be fine...
AND LAST 1 FOR DA JIE!!
ICECAP IS MINE LA!!!

Monday, August 20, 2007

icecap i miss u...
u were the only friend i got..
u always stays beside me...
hope u will come back alive...
and stay with me again...
i love you...
sob sob ...


Everyday i am getting more fhk up?
lols nowadays really down on luck..
think if i buy 4d sure wont strike de...
just solved 1 problem here comes another...
after another comes 1 more...
god ! stop playing with me..
i am not ur toy...
u happy u play me...
not happy dump me...
i hate enough!!
i am going against the god's will!
living a new life i can never imagined...

today higher chi so sian 1...
havent start wan sleep liao..
managed to complete though...
friday going medicorp woot~
go see chio bu xD...

zhi yao ai dui le ren
qing ren jie mei tian dou guo~
wo ai ni!
my future new handphone!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

wo yi shi qu le yi qie...
duo shi qu yi xie...
shao shi qu yi xie...
you you shen me guan xi?
learnt life the hard way...
i am destiny to live in sadness...
but i dun wan to give in to god so easily...
i wan to live happily..
i wan to stay a life of my own~!
i looked like a bastard here?
ok no more crap liao...
must choing for o lvl...
after o lvl go jio girls like mad liao..
girls outside be wary liao lor...
da ben fish is coming after u girls!!
hahahax
signing off...


Gai zou de...
zhong jiu bu hui liu xia lai...
fang xia yi qie ...
ni hui zhao dao ping jing...
i meant fang qi all the sadness...
not study hor.. xD
wo fang qi liao ni...
ni fang qi liao wo...

today de mood not bad wor...
1st time went to catch movie with my mum..
haix no matter wad happened...
my mum still treats me da best..
mummy! i love you!!

starting a new life..
a life of my own...
a life of happiness...
love is just about sadness...
being happy is more impt..
thanks friends...
u guys are always there for me..
next time let's all go out tgt~
peng yous forever...
zai jian le...
wo de hui yi..


Wo men de tong hua



Haix just read some part of a blog i never noticed...
i feel so bastard again...
why am i always doing the wrong things?
wrong stuff at the wrong time?
why i always worsen stuff instead of solving?
who am i borned to be this way?
feel intense hatred of myself now..
may things changes for the better...
and one day we can talk again...
missed u...
cant hate u at all...
watch the video and feel the sadness...
i am experiencing now...


I hope we could just be like them, even if ended still being remembered..




Everything went wrong today...
srry ah bro ...
cos of my uselessness...
u got angried...
i will try to study harder not to make u unhappy again...
nth happy to write..
things changes fast...
everything seems to be come and go...
nth is everlasting...
only family is the last thing u need...
lets all be happy...
happy family day?
lols

Saturday, August 18, 2007

This morning i went to walk under the rain...
in the rain i saw a lot of stuff...
maybe ghost wor...
dunno why when i am under the rain..
i feel tat i am alive...
somehow i can sense the sadness of the rain...
maybe really getting crazy le...

yu lai zhi wo men de yan lei...
wo men de yan lei wu chu ke qu...
dao zui hou you hui dao le wo men shen bian...
bei yu lin shi shi...
ni neng gan shou dao ta de bei shang...
ta de wu zhu...
ru guo mei ge ren dou neng gan shou dao yu de xin qing...
hui bu hui jiu hui you shao yi dian de yan lei?
zhi dao shang xin de wu zhu..
er qu zhu zhi bei shang?


Did i ever control u?
i forced u to play bball?
since u cant run cos ur heart problem
den why play bball in the first place?
i dun really mind if u cant catch the ball...
but u always must make pple to admit its their fault
when they aren't
pls look at urself more..
even ur own friends are saying behind u..
even pple who played with u also felt the same...
if u think u will get heart attacked and died while playing...
den dun play anymore...
u lose can even blame on pple for letting u drink h2o..
how ridicious can it be lols?
its a game of team work..
u always wan to solo and bring credits to yourself...
being the best shooter best player makes u happy?
maybe u r the best player of all..
but does pple respect u for tat?
pls look around u..
pple are laughing at u...
i dun wanna to mention names...
it will further make our r/s worst...
maybe u think i m in the wrong...
and i think u r in the wrong...
den i guess its easier for us not be on same team..
when we plays...
u can play the style u prefers and i play mine...
i dun wish cos of this our r/s turn sucky...
i hope it will be like u speak out of your unhappiness...
i speak out mine...
and everything will be just over...
maybe i had done many things u dun like...
u can just tell me ...
maybe things cant be solved...
but at i'll know...
hope we r still brothers...

Friday, August 17, 2007

2 new songs for pple who r happy
and pple who are still emo...
be happy always...
no matter wad happens in life...
must remain happy always..
if really cannnot be happy den find me lols...
i crap till u happy...


thought of stuff to write about temper le...
yi ge ren de pi qi hui kong zhi yi ge ren de gan qing...
yi ju cuo de hua jiu hui shang hai yi ge ren...
yi shi de chong dong hui rang yi ge ren hou hui...
yi shi de yi qi yong shi ke neng hui shi qu yi ge peng you...
pi qi de hao yu huai...
jiu zai ni de yi nian zhi jian...
neng kong zhi pi qi de ren...
jiu neng kong zhi zheng ge ju mian...
ruo yao cheng gong jiu yao you hao de pi qi?
anyone agree with my crap?

happiness comes with sadness
its a package
u wan happiness den must have sadness
next time wan buy happiness
den dun buy relationship
cos its a package


So many days nv blog got anyone miss me xD?
Ok la jac for ur sake i enlarge the words lols~
Been through a lot during these 3 days..
and learnt a lot from friends here and there...
i am v happy today...
suddenly felt like studying maths a lot...
think this is a good sign after so long...
quarrelled with sherman ytd...
over basketball stuff...
maybe my attitude isnt right...
but cant u see that ur attitude getting sucks nowadays?
everybody had noticed it except urself...
maybe u shd see around...
pple keep quiet doesnt mean they agree with u...
just dun wanna say things to hurt u..
haix maybe time changes a person...
we r not used to be the one we used to be...
friends might not be friends forever liao...
but i hope this is just a small prob..
just get over it and will be backed normal...

Feel kinda pissed off after reading some dam fhking stuff today...
feel like smashing things lols...
i guess i am dumb ...
always must get scolded by some bitches?
Almost the world is siding me??
FUNNY ?
Why would the world siding me instead of u?
cos i am luckier than u?
or cos i use evil tatics lols?
and somethings u dun have to tell me...
if i wan to know i will automatic know...
i dun need u TO TELL ME!
i dun need to go through ur friends to know things ok?
since u said the world is siding me...
den maybe the world tells me everything i wan to no?
HAHAS...
wad i wan to do or choose to do is non of ur business anyway...
i am a happy person now...
u dun have to worry for me and my friends..
instead u shd worry for yourself?
i am gaining friends while maybe somebody else is losing?
i wont hate you cos i dun like to hate a person...
hating a person is painful and a waste of time...
i am not stupid enough to make myself to do that...
i dun wanna to say about you anymore...
u shd learn wad mistakes u had made to ur friends...
and make up to them instead of worrying for me...
i wont die so easily...
face is not everything in life...
sometimes move back 1 step...
u might find u gain more than u lose...
endurance is the key in life...
hope u will learn it...
dun really have much to against u ..
but i am really pissed so pai seh lols...

thanks bro and sisters for tagging lols...
stupid jaclyn always nv tag de...
monday go school scold u ah lols...
jac u must study hard for chinese wor...
i persuaded u so long zzz..
next time dun type CAPS de msg to me...

ru guo you yi tian
wo men dou kan jian
xiang fu de tu xing
na ying gai shi wo men dou si le ba?
since i heard xing fu like no shape...
maybe see ghost de shape...
eeek i am crazy...
pai seh enlarged too ugly so u read small 1 ba...
srry ah jac lols lame

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

wa 2 days nv blog le...
si jaclyn come read also nv tag..
#$@$#@$#@$
haix today leg pain came back again...
haix went for night class ..
kinda boring days nowadays...
nothing better to do...
call sherm chat halfway talked ...
about chio bu...
den started to get emo again...
always tot of her went i mention girls...
why always like tat...
loneliness will kill me...
when will she ever understand..
my feelings for her?

a lonely day produce a lonely person
a happy day produce a happy person
a rainy day produce a wet person
a sunny day will produce a chao da person!!
nv to be lonely again...
if u r lonely...
pls talk to me sometimes?
a msg will make me v happy...
i dun hate u but u hates me?

wo yi zhi dou zai
ni de shen hou

Sunday, August 12, 2007

letting you go will make u happier?
den let u go ba...
just dun regret later on...
i wish u happily ever after...
with whoever u like...

wo yi zhi dou zai
song for u

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Love is nothing...
when the person u love...
no longer love u...
den u also no need to love bak..
its dumb and stupid ?
why not lead a happier life?
Flirt around lols lalala~
Do i really looked like a hongster ?
T.T..

since u chose to leave me..
den i also wont think about u anymore...
since u r happier tat way..
maybe i will find happier things in life?
ni jiu gen wo de hui yi yuan qu ba..
xiao shi zai mailbox li mian ^^

a new friend a day...
keeps the loneliness away...
a new girl per day...
keeps ur girlfriend away...
a fish per day...
keeps me far away!!

Loving anyone who loves me ^^
ahaha got pple love me ma xD?
if not type for ghost ah?
sob sob

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Today last min...
decided to go for fireworks...
its was dam flooded with pple...
must squeeze here and there...
finally reached marina but dam hungry...
went to search for food..
but all flooded again...
ended up eating at cavana...
we walked here and there...
follow pple den end up near the sea...
we managed to go behind the waterfront...
and watched the fireworks...
took videos of it lols...
haix... in the end nv see her still...
maybe fate dun let us meet...

wo hao xiang zai wo shen bian de shi ni...
wo hao xiang gen ni yi qi kan yan huo...
ni zhi dao wo you duo xiang ni ma?
wo de xin zhi wei ni er tiao dong...
wo ai ni...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Today went to watch bu neng shuo de mi mi...
saw hui xian at amk ahaha ...
she looks short...
went to plaza sing to watch but!!!!
so many pple la...
so end up go t
he cathay to watch lor...
the lemonade is so dam expensive...
sob sob...
the show was kinda romantic but a bit stupid...
tat girl actually travel through time...
to fall in love with jay...
and in the end jay travel back time to be with her...
pple who watch should be touched ba >.<
its reminds me of her...
hope she watches it also...
but not with guys again...
haix...... cant do anything ...
even if u are going with them..
suan le.. just dun let me know...
i dun wan to be sad...

ru guo wo men ye neng
xiang ta men yi yang
hui dao cong qian
wo men hui bi jiao kai xin ba
ru guo ni yuan yi de hua
wo men ye neng
xiang ta men yi yang
you yi ge kuai le de jie ju
i love u

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Tonight went to compass..
just realise the night compass is nice...
today didnt have much to say...
always dream of her recently...
sometimes i really hate myself...
i shd be forgetting instead of remembering...
trying to let go...
its no longer possible...
anyway tml going cathay watch...
bu neng shuo de mi mi ahaha

xiang ting de hua
a song tat i hope to hear from u...

Monday, August 06, 2007

Today learnt something funny!!
srry ah yong liang but its too funny...
last friday got science practical mock exam...
den yong liang starting break a thermometer...
tat 1 still nvm...
later on...
he went to burn with a MEASURING CYLINDER!!!
of cos it break again...
den my teacher gave him a test tube...
and so pro of him break again..
3 things broke in 7 mins!!
scary man!!

shi wo tai tian zhen le...
shi wo de yi xiang qing yuan...
zhao cheng le jin tian de tong ku...
jiu suan ni hai xi huan wo...
ni de yan lei ke neng hai shi yin wei wo...
dan shi ni de xiao rang que bu zai ke neng shi yin wei wo...
ni bu zai xu yao wo de chun zai...
ru guo wo de chun zai zhi neng gei ni yan lei...
er bu shi kuai le...
na wo de chun zai hai you yi yi ma?
ai yi ge ren...
ru guo bu neng jian mian....
bu neng shuo hua...
zhe zhong ai hai jiao ai ma?
ru guo yi qie dou yao jiu shu...
ruo guo zuo mo sheng ren...
ni hui bi jiao hao guo...
na jiu zuo mo sheng ren ba...

wo zhen de hao xiang ni...
wo de gu dan...
wo de ji mo...
dou zhi neng liu zai xin li...
suan le ...
ni yi bu zai shi ni...
wo ye bu zai shi wo...

Sunday, August 05, 2007

if the msg was really sent by u..
not by others...
i will reply i love u too...
since morninng till now..
every msg i received...
i hoped was from u...
but it isn't...
life can be happy n sad...
but with u i m always happy...
i miss u...
i wan to see u again...


this morning nearly fainted...
suddenly her msn said something to me...
i was shocked...
totally froze...
i cant believe wad i saw..
tot was another prank pple play on me...
nowadays pple like to bully me...
haix how i wish it was real..
until now i still blur blur de...
my heart still not in peace until this moment..
how i wish it was true...
how i wish i can see her again...
hope this wish someday will come true ba...
memory still trembling...

Saturday, August 04, 2007

haix.. srry bro...
today really dam pissed off...
yong liang u really shd consider
other ppl's feeling...
anyway its over...
hope u will change...

xing fu shi du zhan de...
bei shang shi man chang de...
ai ni shi yi bei zi de...
chu le ni...
wu bu hui zai ai bie ren le...
ke neng ni hui xi huan shang bie ren...
dan wo de xin hai shi shu yu ni de..

the song for u..
bu neng fen shou de fen shou...

Friday, August 03, 2007

Haix... cant get to sleep...
wrote a v v dam long msg...
to somemore who hates me maybe?
haix happy days are always short...
painful days are super long!!!
when u love someone...
the someone might not love u...
when u hate someone...
the someone might hate u...
when u cry for someone...
the someone might not know...
wondering if u r still sick easily...
wondering if u r happier now?
wondering if u had blocked me?
wondering if u hates me?
wondering a lot and a lot...
never ending love....


today was kinda lame day...
went for science practical...
i actually broke 2 test tube...
y so suay but not as suay as yong liang..
break 3 in 7 mins!!
went to play bball after tat...
we won some noob bball players...
dam tired after like 3-4 hours of playing...
my leg still fhk up...
dam pain..
after that went hougang to eat...
woot kfc again...
fat fat liaox...
popular stuff are ex...

will there be a day...
we meet up again...
and go out tgt...
for a walk or movie...
haha i am dreaming...
lala
miss u.....
signing off again...

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Found a new dream for myself next year lols...
i wanna bring the one i loved...
to go to chalet at pasir ris ..
den in the night look at the moon together...
den after that go fishing...
and den end the day lols...
the next morning bbq the fish i caught...
if dun have den bbq myself liao le...

i bu tao yan ni...
zhi shi wo bu neng ai ni le...
yin wei ni bu zai xu yao wo...
zhi shao wo zhi dao...
wo zhi neng xuan zhe wang ji ni...
xuan zhe bu zai wo shou li le...
wo zhi shi xuan le wo wei yi neng zuo de...

someone teach me how to put songs on blog pls?
i wan put lots of emo songs to emo u guys ahaha....

* For my legs de...
U BETTER RECOVER FAST!!!
IF NOT I CHOP U OFF!!
ok crazy enough le tata

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

xiang le hao jiu hao jiu...
wo dao di zai zuo shen me?
wo suo xiang de you shi shen me?
wo xiang wo ming bai le..
zhe chang you xi gai jie shu le...
wo bu xiang zai wan le...
bu zai zuo wu liao de shi..
bu zai wei shui er huo...
zhi wei le zi ji de kuai le...
duo duo cang cang
zhui lai zhui qu
bu zai shi wo le...
wo yao mian dui zhe yi qie...
zhi yao neng wang ji ni...
jiu suan wo si le...
ye hui zhi de..
zai jian le...
wo bu hui zai sha sha deng le...
wo yao wei zi ji...
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